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Name Lei
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IC Contact
"Uh... Leave... a message in my brain I guess??? How the fuck does this even work it's not like I'm gonna be away from it?!!!"
Kink List/Permissions
NOTES |
| ⊕ TBA ⊕ TBA ⊕ TBA |
KINKS | ||
FAVORITES | anal sex (receiving), orgasm denial/control, dirty talk, fingering, rough sex, spanking, light sadomasochism, oral (giving/receiving), age difference, awkward stupid teenager sex, frottage, forcing orgasms, rim jobs (receiving), asphyxiation, xeno, wall sex | |
YES | anal sex (giving), vaginal sex, roleplaying, moresomes/gangbanging/multiple partners, double penetration, biting/marking/scratching, sexual training, shower sex, dub-con, handjobs, spanking, voyeurism. exhibitionism, using unconventional items for sex, toys, light bondage (being tied/pinned), bukkake, power play, post-fight sex, rimming (giving), blindfolding, gagging, groping, gunplay, forced domination, massages, hatesex, phone sex, cross-dressing | |
ASK | discipline, drugs, knifeplay/bloodplay, scaring, food sex, humiliation, pet play, beastiality | |
NO | fisting, guro, inflation, lactation, mutilation, pregnancy, scat, water sports, urine, vomit, vore | |
(no subject)
16th Memory (sig-pos): Sleipner battle [???]
Plot what plot HOLY FUCK WE ARE FIGHTING ON JETPLANES!!!
HOLY FUCK I AM JUST MAKING TRICKS UP AND SHIT
I guess there's some kind of plot and Ikki's sister is in trouble?
Fighting on jetplanes
+300 A-T ARE AWESOME MUST HAVE THEM NOW
+50 self-confidence
+100 Kogarasumaru team pride
+30 Ikki is a good boss
17th Memory (sig-neg): Fall of Trident [???]
This memory is just... all of the sadness. All of it. It's a blow the high of the Sleipner memory. A-T are amazing--but being a Stormrider can be a dark thing, and sometimes your wings end up soaked in blood.
18th Memory (sig-neut): Being called to Spitfire's loft [???]
+300 A-T ARE AWESOME MUST HAVE THEM NOW
+50 self-confidence
+100 Kogarasumaru team pride
+30 Ikki is a good boss
17th Memory (sig-neg): Fall of Trident [???]
18th Memory (sig-neut): Being called to Spitfire's loft [???]
(no subject)
14th Memory (triv-neut): Training with Kokuen and Spitfire AI (ch 185) Also including headcanon training alone with Spit AI [Trick 185]
[the memory starts off with a sweaty and exhausted Kazu talking to the Spitfire AI about the time stop technique he's been trying to land. There's lots of technical talk and Spitfire being a smooth bastard and maybe Kazu sort of blushing and stuttering at him before he goes off to try the technique...
and then training montage! Ends with Kokuen looking him over for injuries while Kazu pants for breath]
[there isn't a lot of emotion attached; mostly just Kazu focusing on what he's doing. But if you pay attention you can sense a grim, unpleasant determination, masking a fainter hint of sadness/anguish when he's talking to Spitfire, and a lot of frustration at his own lack of progress]
This memory is + nothing!! It only gives him confusion and worry. Why is the Flame King training him? What is the uneasy feeling he gets when he watches this memory? Why does it feel like he's always too weak?
15th Memory (triv-pos): The US President is possessing Emiri. ... Cool. Also Sky regalia blah blah blah [Trick ???]
+50 man my life is kind of awesome
+75 my life is weird as hell
+100 A-T ♥
+30 plot
THE SKY REGALIA... okay, that's a thing. A bad thing. Possibly a final boss. Kazu is mostly distracted by how much FUN he is having. Almost all his memories have been A-T related but they've all been of fighting! This memory of just cutting loose and being free is really...! It makes him sooo happy but also really restless, and he's going to start thinking about maybe getting hi hands on a pair....
[the memory starts off with a sweaty and exhausted Kazu talking to the Spitfire AI about the time stop technique he's been trying to land. There's lots of technical talk and Spitfire being a smooth bastard and maybe Kazu sort of blushing and stuttering at him before he goes off to try the technique...
and then training montage! Ends with Kokuen looking him over for injuries while Kazu pants for breath]
[there isn't a lot of emotion attached; mostly just Kazu focusing on what he's doing. But if you pay attention you can sense a grim, unpleasant determination, masking a fainter hint of sadness/anguish when he's talking to Spitfire, and a lot of frustration at his own lack of progress]
This memory is + nothing!! It only gives him confusion and worry. Why is the Flame King training him? What is the uneasy feeling he gets when he watches this memory? Why does it feel like he's always too weak?
15th Memory (triv-pos): The US President is possessing Emiri. ... Cool. Also Sky regalia blah blah blah [Trick ???]
+50 man my life is kind of awesome
+75 my life is weird as hell
+100 A-T ♥
+30 plot
THE SKY REGALIA... okay, that's a thing. A bad thing. Possibly a final boss. Kazu is mostly distracted by how much FUN he is having. Almost all his memories have been A-T related but they've all been of fighting! This memory of just cutting loose and being free is really...! It makes him sooo happy but also really restless, and he's going to start thinking about maybe getting hi hands on a pair....
(no subject)
9th Memory (sig-pos): Fighting the old East Side Gunz for Ikki's honor [Trick ???]
Beats up his old gang for Ikki
10th Memory (triv-neg): "Ordinary Errand Service #5" [Trick ???]
Gets called names by Ikki
Fourth wall sense! (I should have put fourth wall breaking as a skill :/)
11th Memory (triv-pos): My Boss is a moron and we were disqualified from Gram Scale!! Also I am the best girlfriend. [Trick 210]
Plot!!! Gram Scale Tournament, which is a Thing he has heard before.
He is the best second in command
MAN WHY DID I GET BEATEN UP BY ALL THOSE CHICKS
Hilariously, memories 9-11 are just basically about how gay Kazu is for Ikki.
+100 sense of Ikki as 'boss' BUT because Kazu does not have the self esteem issues 'boss' is now more of a term of endearment.
+30 Ikki is a moron and doesn't deserve the awesome me/sense of being the smart/responsible one
+30 Plot
12th Memory (triv-neut): Fixing Emiri necklace [Trick 80]
+20 Girls should not be picked on even by other girls.
+20 it is totally normal to know about girl's jewelry
13th Memory (triv-neut): When he was a kid: running barefoot after Ikki stole his shoes. [Trick ??]
+20 Ikki... is a dick
+15 Ikki is my best friend
10th Memory (triv-neg): "Ordinary Errand Service #5" [Trick ???]
11th Memory (triv-pos): My Boss is a moron and we were disqualified from Gram Scale!! Also I am the best girlfriend. [Trick 210]
Hilariously, memories 9-11 are just basically about how gay Kazu is for Ikki.
+100 sense of Ikki as 'boss' BUT because Kazu does not have the self esteem issues 'boss' is now more of a term of endearment.
+30 Ikki is a moron and doesn't deserve the awesome me/sense of being the smart/responsible one
+30 Plot
12th Memory (triv-neut): Fixing Emiri necklace [Trick 80]
+20 Girls should not be picked on even by other girls.
+20 it is totally normal to know about girl's jewelry
13th Memory (triv-neut): When he was a kid: running barefoot after Ikki stole his shoes. [Trick ??]
+20 Ikki... is a dick
+15 Ikki is my best friend
memory 8 and 9
8th Memory (Triv-Neut): Being gay for Ikki on a hetero date [Trick 111]
( Kazu-sama really likes Ikki... )
+15 Masochism...
+75 Ikki :o
+20 Beginning to think I train all the time...!
+20 Rivalry
9th Memory (Triv-Pos): Spitfire doing the Flame Road trick [Trick 21-22]
( He created the illusion of flame just for an instant with the heat and speed from the friction of his wheels on the ground. )
Why is Storm punching him!!
+100 Spitfire!!
+20 self-esteem
( Kazu-sama really likes Ikki... )
+15 Masochism...
+75 Ikki :o
+20 Beginning to think I train all the time...!
+20 Rivalry
9th Memory (Triv-Pos): Spitfire doing the Flame Road trick [Trick 21-22]
( He created the illusion of flame just for an instant with the heat and speed from the friction of his wheels on the ground. )
+100 Spitfire!!
+20 self-esteem
Memory 6 and 7
6th Memory (Sig-Neg): Gabishi [Trick 111-117]
( The most useless one... was me. )
+100 Ikki??
+20 "Kings" and "Regalia"
+200 Must train to be stronger!!
+130 Protecting other people
-40 Self preservation concern
+50 Analyzing techniques. :o
7th Memory (Sig-Neg): Animal House fiasco [Trick 108-11o]
( If Ikki isn't here, our team is just a bunch of trash... I'm nervous... )
+75 Context for his life!
-75 Self-esteem
+300 MORE TRAINING I WILL NEVER FUCK UP AGAIN
+85 Not letting other people see him weak
Due to timing the thing with Gabishi was not actually a big deal! Everything else in his life was going so awesome he could just kind of acknowledge it and then resolve to do better. All of his other memories he had he was kicking ass, so he just kind of figured he spooked because he was so freaking scared. But then Animal House just sucked and he sucked and he fucked up for stupid reasons. The person Kazu is now just can't freaking believe he used to be so easily dismissed except insidiously... he kind of can. With his canonmates here he has a lot more pressure on him, both because he wants to protect them and also what if they remember me sucking!! It hasn't occurred to him that he can try and train and still not be good enough, but now it kind of has and he's not sure how to deal, so... he will be a little affected.
I'm gonna say he didn't take # 7 until day 39, when he took the #8 memory.
( The most useless one... was me. )
+100 Ikki??
+20 "Kings" and "Regalia"
+200 Must train to be stronger!!
+130 Protecting other people
-40 Self preservation concern
+50 Analyzing techniques. :o
7th Memory (Sig-Neg): Animal House fiasco [Trick 108-11o]
( If Ikki isn't here, our team is just a bunch of trash... I'm nervous... )
+75 Context for his life!
-75 Self-esteem
+300 MORE TRAINING I WILL NEVER FUCK UP AGAIN
+85 Not letting other people see him weak
Due to timing the thing with Gabishi was not actually a big deal! Everything else in his life was going so awesome he could just kind of acknowledge it and then resolve to do better. All of his other memories he had he was kicking ass, so he just kind of figured he spooked because he was so freaking scared. But then Animal House just sucked and he sucked and he fucked up for stupid reasons. The person Kazu is now just can't freaking believe he used to be so easily dismissed except insidiously... he kind of can. With his canonmates here he has a lot more pressure on him, both because he wants to protect them and also what if they remember me sucking!! It hasn't occurred to him that he can try and train and still not be good enough, but now it kind of has and he's not sure how to deal, so... he will be a little affected.
I'm gonna say he didn't take # 7 until day 39, when he took the #8 memory.
Questions meme!
Another question meme for Kazu/Turn because wow he has had a lot of stuff lately and I am too lazy/slash busy to essay proper right now. 8|
it is a sex meme!!
Done for Aather!Kazu... because that's the only one I'm playing right now wow I suck.
( Just a list! )
( Just a list! )
Memory 5
5th Memory (Triv-Neg): First A-T fight with Buccha [Trick 14-15]
( Don't tell ikki, since his A-T are busted. I'll crush them myself! )
Well, he learned his name! He also learned more about his friendship with Ikki, but he doesn't understand the dynamic yet. Also more fighting what the hell but at least he sort of knows the reason, this time: he's protecting the girls, and that's important, but there's another reason he still doesn't get.
( Don't tell ikki, since his A-T are busted. I'll crush them myself! )
Well, he learned his name! He also learned more about his friendship with Ikki, but he doesn't understand the dynamic yet. Also more fighting what the hell but at least he sort of knows the reason, this time: he's protecting the girls, and that's important, but there's another reason he still doesn't get.
Tiny Hiatus
From today (Thursday) to Sunday I'll be in Miami for Spring Break shenanigans so I'll be pretty scarce! No idea if I'll be around for the game on Saturday or not, but I'm hoping to at least be there for a round. Drop me a line if Turn is needed for something... idk. o7
Memories 1-4
1st Memory (Sig-Neut): Cube battle with Aeon Clock [Trick 54 and Trick 57]
( That’s a cute face. Pity I have to crush it. )
This memory mostly confuses him a lot since he has nfc why any of this is going on, but it makes him feel pretty good that he defied everyone’s expectations. :x
2nd Memory (Sig-Pos): using the Flame Road to Save Om [Trick 126]
( Consider it a thank you )
On the one hand, this is a great memory because he is super badass in it! On the other hand, it makes him legitimately worried about the reasons he’s fighting. His other memories didn’t have this same life-or-death quality to them; And Om mentioned something about the “laws of Trophaeum”…
3rd Memory (Triv-Neut): Akito/Agito’s ass [Here]
( It’s a guy, you can tell from the way the ass is curved. )
His first non-fighting memory! :O He’s a little weirded out by the circumstances but he’s happy that he does normal things with friends.
4th Memory (Triv-Pos): Hanging out at his house with Onigiri, Ikki, and Agito talking about Ikki’s love life. [Trick 143]
( So how was your first kiss? Chuu, Chuu~ )
This memory makes Kazu all warm and fuzzy on the inside. He knows this is at least later than his 3rd memory, since the gender-confusing kid is hanging out with them and they’re all buddies. It really relieves him to know that he’s more or less normal, and his life was all about fighting and watching fights, but at the same time the contrast kind of throws him.
So, all in all, it really bothers Kazu that he doesn’t know what all the fighting’s about. He’s going to be more competitive in games because he needs to know what he was fighting for. What if he was saving the world back home, too? The last memory also made him a little sad, because they were clearly such good friends and he didn’t even remember their names, so he wants those back as well. :>
( That’s a cute face. Pity I have to crush it. )
This memory mostly confuses him a lot since he has nfc why any of this is going on, but it makes him feel pretty good that he defied everyone’s expectations. :x
2nd Memory (Sig-Pos): using the Flame Road to Save Om [Trick 126]
( Consider it a thank you )
On the one hand, this is a great memory because he is super badass in it! On the other hand, it makes him legitimately worried about the reasons he’s fighting. His other memories didn’t have this same life-or-death quality to them; And Om mentioned something about the “laws of Trophaeum”…
3rd Memory (Triv-Neut): Akito/Agito’s ass [Here]
( It’s a guy, you can tell from the way the ass is curved. )
His first non-fighting memory! :O He’s a little weirded out by the circumstances but he’s happy that he does normal things with friends.
4th Memory (Triv-Pos): Hanging out at his house with Onigiri, Ikki, and Agito talking about Ikki’s love life. [Trick 143]
( So how was your first kiss? Chuu, Chuu~ )
This memory makes Kazu all warm and fuzzy on the inside. He knows this is at least later than his 3rd memory, since the gender-confusing kid is hanging out with them and they’re all buddies. It really relieves him to know that he’s more or less normal, and his life was all about fighting and watching fights, but at the same time the contrast kind of throws him.
So, all in all, it really bothers Kazu that he doesn’t know what all the fighting’s about. He’s going to be more competitive in games because he needs to know what he was fighting for. What if he was saving the world back home, too? The last memory also made him a little sad, because they were clearly such good friends and he didn’t even remember their names, so he wants those back as well. :>
Memory Registry (in progress)
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SKILL REGISTRY
Mundane
Special - N/A
Other
*Skills he needs A-T for:
Stats
Name Turn // Mikura Kazuma
Age 15/15
Team Citrine
Height/Build (5'4 1/2")/47.06 kg (105 lbs). Skinny!!
Hair Color/Eye Color Blond and blue-eyed
Notable Traits He's thin in the sense that he's very fit, but also kinda runty. Everyone makes fun of him for this forever.
*Edit as of day 24 he has a few scattered, not-too-nasty scars from crossbow bolts.
Other
Age 15/15
Team Citrine
Height/Build (5'4 1/2")/47.06 kg (105 lbs). Skinny!!
Hair Color/Eye Color Blond and blue-eyed
Notable Traits He's thin in the sense that he's very fit, but also kinda runty. Everyone makes fun of him for this forever.
*Edit as of day 24 he has a few scattered, not-too-nasty scars from crossbow bolts.
Other