Apr. 20th, 2011

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6th Memory (Sig-Neg): Gabishi [Trick 111-117]
The most useless one... was me. )

+100 Ikki??
+20 "Kings" and "Regalia"
+200 Must train to be stronger!!
+130 Protecting other people
-40 Self preservation concern
+50 Analyzing techniques. :o

7th Memory (Sig-Neg): Animal House fiasco [Trick 108-11o]
If Ikki isn't here, our team is just a bunch of trash... I'm nervous... )

+75 Context for his life!
-75 Self-esteem
+300 MORE TRAINING I WILL NEVER FUCK UP AGAIN
+85 Not letting other people see him weak


Due to timing the thing with Gabishi was not actually a big deal! Everything else in his life was going so awesome he could just kind of acknowledge it and then resolve to do better. All of his other memories he had he was kicking ass, so he just kind of figured he spooked because he was so freaking scared. But then Animal House just sucked and he sucked and he fucked up for stupid reasons. The person Kazu is now just can't freaking believe he used to be so easily dismissed except insidiously... he kind of can. With his canonmates here he has a lot more pressure on him, both because he wants to protect them and also what if they remember me sucking!! It hasn't occurred to him that he can try and train and still not be good enough, but now it kind of has and he's not sure how to deal, so... he will be a little affected.

I'm gonna say he didn't take # 7 until day 39, when he took the #8 memory.

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